And I've officially hit my "look for all the info I can and try to come with a bunch of new ideas to try" mode. It's not a bad place to be but am a little on info overload so I took a little break. I have a few books on my Kindle and am taking notes/jotting down ideas as I go. Once I get a few, then I'll start figuring out which ones to try first.
I've REALLY been working hard on keeping my temper/yelling in check. Looking back, I'm embarrassed when I think about how much yelling was going on. It's been hard at times and I can easily describe myself as feeling like a pressurer cooker at times........but it's getting better and I catch myself really quickly now.
Tonight was a rough night. Kira was off and her "mood" was setting Dylan off. It absolutely breaks my heart to see Dylan take of running with his hands over his ears when Kira or Eva start crying. I am glad that he has started heading to the basement to his rocking chair instead of hitting stuff....most of the time anyway. Rocking is definitely something that calms my Dylan. We used to joke about how much he rocked but it all makes sense now.
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